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[Jul. 6th, 2009|11:05 pm] |
I had a nice weekend.
Aaron got Friday off of work, so he came down Thursday and I pretty much spend thursday night- Sunday with him and the gang. We had a lot of fun, did some door bell ditching on Thursday, Watched American Psycho on Friday, saw the Fireworks in Davis on Saturday, and went to dinner with my parents on Sunday before going back to Vacaville and hanging for the rest of the night.
I wanted to try and talk to aaron about what we talked about on Tuesday (in my previous entry), but I didn't get a lot of time alone with him this weekend so it never seemed like a good time. Supposidly he'll be back next weekend though so we'll see. I might also be going to San Jose on Wednesday or Thursday so I might see him then.
Today was a weird day, I woke up from a nightmare at around 5:50am and was thoroughly shaken. When i manged to get back to sleep I had a series of stressful dreams that weren't as frightening as my nightmare but were they were very unpleasant. The rest of the day I was just really tired and lazy, which i guess isn't all that different as a usual summer-break monday, but blah i just felt weird.
Even though I don't have any money I really wanna go out and get some sushi and some more indian food really soon. On Thursday I went out to lunch with Jaclyn who i haven't seen since winter break. We tried an Indian restaurant in downtown Vacaville that was AMAZING! It's the same place that made Andrew really sick- and he loves to mention it everytime we're in downtown vacaville and he sees it. Well ANYWAY I didn't get sick and I had a lovely meal. I crave that foooood!
That's all for now. later suckers.
-Jeanette |
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| Weekend + Blahness |
[Jul. 1st, 2009|10:30 pm] |
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| | Radiohead | ] | Ok so catch up entry tonight. I really need to start being able to make entries when good things happen, and not just use it to complain (which is the real reason I'm here tonight, but i'll get to that) There are times i want to look back through the archives and remember something that's happened, but low and behold I never wrote anything about it because it was something fun and not something devastating dammit jeanette!
Friday I went to vacaville to pick up Aaron's ps3. When I got there Victoria was home and she decided to come with me to San Jose/Morgan Hill. She and Andrew had been fighting and she wanted to get away from the house. Chewie sat on her lap while I drove to San Jose. Dropped Chewie off and then she drove the rest of the way to Morgan Hill where we met Aaron at his bosses place. He gave me the tour it was a REALLY nice house! There were also two kittens they were so cute and sweet I loved them! That night Aaron cooked us dinner, and we went skinny dipping!! I've never done that before, it was pretty weird haha. That night Victoria called andrew and he was upset, but he decided he would drive up Saturday.
Saturday Aaron made breakfast/lunch, it was breakfast food, but it was afternoon because we all slept in really late. Andrew arrived at the house a bit later, he and victoria talked and Aaron and I went grocery shopping for dinner food. When we got back Andrew and Victoria had made up, so everything was happy and not awkward anymore. Aaron made salmon for dinner and it was delicious! We went swimming, and we TRIED to watch a movie, but the boys couldn't get the blu-ray player to work. We had hot chocolate made with milk- and I'm still paying for it because my skin totally broke out from it.
Sunday Aaron made breakfast/lunch again. We swam for awhile, but then I had to leave and go to San Jose to meet a prospective roommate. Her name was Sasha and she was really nice, Mary and I haven't herd from her since though so I dunno if she's interested. At about 6:00 I returned from Morgan Hill, and the gang was hungry, so we went out to dinner. Aaron ordered three black berry martini's which i consumed most of and I got REALLY drunk, I hadn't expected to get that bad it kinda snuck up on me. The dinner was really good though. Then we walked/stumpled downtown for a little while until we went back to the house. Andrew and Victoria took off, and I spent my last night there. Then that morning I got up around 7:30amish and fallowed Aaron out as he went to work and I drove back to San Jose for a nap before driving back to Davis for class.
It was a very very nice weekend.
( continue to find out why I no happy )
-Jeanette |
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[Jun. 25th, 2009|09:56 pm] |
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| | The Strokes | ] | The drawing class is fun, it's nice to draw with out all the pressure. That's the thing about the classes at San Jose, there is SO much pressure and nothing is ever good enough, BUT in a beginning drawing class at a community college, the teacher always says "Good Job, Good Job, everyone is doing a really good job!" haha is it pathetic that I am gaining self esteem by taking this class? hahaha, oh well. Also I realized last week, my teacher LOOKS like Seth Green. He's short, and has very similar facial features. He also has braces which is adorable, he's a nice guy and he's pretty funny too. I didn't have my homework for today, and he said "Jeanette!" in a surprised voice haha.
Driving back to San Jose tomorrow, dropping Chewie off at the apartment where he will surely be ignored and neglected, and will spend the rest of the weekend with Aaron :D
Speaking of Chewie, he threw the biggest fit he's ever had today. He had a cat toy, and as i tried approaching him he began lunging at me!! So i kept him back with my foot- and then covered the toy with my shoe- JUST LIKE IN THAT EPISODE OF DOG WHISPERER I WATCHED WITH AUBREY WOO!! I also kept yelling "NO!" and "BAD" Eventually he calmed down, but shit dude! I really hope Ryan and I can pressure Mary into getting him neutered asap.

Who would think this could get so vicious?
My job prospects looked SO GOOD about two days ago, I had two theoretical interviews. Now thingsssss aren't looking so good, and it looks like I probably have zero theoretical interviews. blah.
-Jeanette |
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[Jun. 24th, 2009|03:38 pm] |
So i've known i've needed new shoes for awhile now, a long while, my shoes are nasty, but NOW i REALLY need new shoes. Since i've had chewie at home with me i've been taking him for a walk or two everyday and those shoes are KILLING my feets! Good thing i have all this money to throw away huh? ... sob.
So now Ryan is going to stay on a month-to-month lease for July, and my grandma lent me some money so I will definitely still be at the apartment for two months, looking for a roommate/looking for a back-up place to live. Someone might be coming by the apartment to check it out this weekend, so that will be good.
Aaron invited me to stay with him in Carmel tonight and tomorrow before he house sits for his boss in mogran hill on friday. I wish he wouldn't tempt me like that, he knows i have class :( I'm happy i'll get to see him friday though.
So ... (I have to start everything with so) yesterday I went over to Andrews and brought up the "fourth of july LAN party" That i found out about by reading last.fm conversations between Aaron Andrew and Will. I guess the reason a LAN party on the fourth of july disappointments me is because last fourth of july was SO FUN. I met up with the gang and we watched fireworks in vacaville, then we went to andrew&victorias and just had a really fun night. Now i picture myself sitting watching Aaron play his ps3 for hours BLAH. So anyway i brought it up to andrew, and i asked what victoria thought of it he said "she has work and can't get it off". When she got home, i found out that she gets off work early that day for the holiday, and she had NO IDEA about the LAN party. So we'll see what happens, we'll just see (i win! mwhahaha)
Took Chewie for a second walk after class, he was behaving pretty well when we got back, barked at the cats, but he wasn't aggressive towards me which is good.
I've been sleeping way too much, it isn't good. I've also been eating too much, freak'n summer i tell yah!! -shakes fist-
-Jeanette |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2009|11:54 pm] |
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| | Ashes to Ashes - David Bowie ♥ | ] | So I've been trying to find a roommate to replace ryan since school got out, so far to no avail. The lease is up July first, but today I was in for a lovely surprise. Since our oh-so-helpful manager Tanya will be going on vacation on thursday- we have to renew the lease by Wednesday. HUZZAH.
Right now the plan looks like this, Mary and I will sign a month to month lease, and live there just the two of us for two months and continue our search for a roommate. If we can't find one, I will be moving out- meaning during those two months I also need to be searching for a backup to move into if we can't find a roommate.
Chewie is in Dixon with me. He's being aggressive which is frightening, I've been trying to fallow Cesars tips- but i guess i don't know what it means to be calmly assertive- I have been trying to stay calm ... but he'll be possessive over toys and treats so I guess it's the assertive thing that i'm not quite getting. I dunno.
I'm so stressed out, but drawing class was really fun today. And now for something completely different:




I think he's cute.
Aaron thinks his hair is too long, so he started sending me these pictures of him messing with it. I'll probably be devastated when he cuts it. Why did he take his shirt off half way through taking the pictures ... beats me, maybe he's trying to seduce me?
Next weekend he's going to be house sitting for his boss, and I'm ganna get to hang out with him at this kick ass house, I'm really excited, he said he was ganna cook for me too yay!
-Jeanette |
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[Jun. 1st, 2009|08:47 pm] |
BLAHHH
im worried about marys birthday, ryan and i said we'd take her to dinner, and she wants to go to a club.... eeeeech, i dunno if i can even get into one, let alone enjoy one, blah. aaron said he'd meet up with us, and then he's supposed to hang out with me wednesday night too. humm.
-jeanette |
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| Your a Zero! What your name, noones ganna ask you better find out where they want to go!! |
[May. 22nd, 2009|10:27 pm] |
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| | Yeah Yeah Yeahs- It's Blitz! | ] |

sorry i think my hair looks cute today!!
THURSDAY LAST DAY OF FINALS! Aaron told me what I wanted to hear yesterday so that was good. We went to BJs and I had a drink an a shot last night, needless to say, I got a bit loopy, but it wasn't bad.
He brought me home today and I've been spending time with my sister/internetting guilt free, so that's been cool. I gatta tell this story though. SO After Aaron brought me home, he helped me bring in my stuff and then I walked him back out. When i got in, Jaquie said she wanted to talk to me but couldn't until my mom left for the store. So of course my mom took an agonizingly long time to leave, but once she did my sister let me in on something. Apparently my mom is suspicious that I'm involved with Aaron!!! I have no idea HOW that's possible because I've never talked about him to her, she just knows that i say things like "aaron's picking me up" and so on. She also knows he was engaged because I got the call about his and Lisas break up when I was on vacation and I was so shocked about it i announced it to my family. SO ANYWAY My mom basically asked my sister if she knew if i was dating him or not (which she didn't know) and that she doesn't think i should because yadda yadda (you know legitimate reasons and so forth). My sister totally stood up for me though which is cool, she said "Mom, she is TWENTY-TWO years old, she can have a boyfriend if she wants." Because even though I know there are plenty good reasons for why i shouldn't get involved with aaron, the point is that my mother just simply DOESN'T want us to date period and no matter what she's going to be uncomfortable with the idea.
THEN the funny thing is that, when I went outside to walk aaron back to his car, my mom says to jaquie "WHAT are they doing out there?" and jaquie said something like, "maybe they're getting more stuff?" and she said "LET'S HOPE!" hahahahahaha oh mannn. wow. So that's awkward and weird, and i'm not looking forward to her approaching me about it if she gets the nerve (hopefully she won't).
I hope tomorrow will be a fun day. Stix's band is going to do a small show in Dixon, and after that I'm ganna head to vacaville and hang out with victoria, andrew's got work, and aaron'll be at a friends graduation until late afternoon/early evening. So it'll be nice to hang out with Victoria until the Petrays get home.
I am just so smitten it's sick. i hope everyone will be here for me if the worst happens. I'm optimistic though.
-jeanette |
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[May. 12th, 2009|05:56 pm] |
This is the most accurate zodiac statement i've ever read.
Psychology The Aquarian female tends to shirk responsibility and to buck authority. She can be rather fanatical in her interests, susceptible to mind control and the cult phenomenon. If any sign is likely to wear a tinfoil hat and wait for the mother ship it is Aquarius woman. She can suffer from escapist fantasies and exhibit deviant behavior.
Ryan is really into astrology, but everything i've ever read about Aquarius is hit, miss, miss, miss, hit, miss, miss miss. There's just so much about Aquarius that doesnt pertain to me at all. But this bit about their psychology kinda hits the nail on the head.
-jeanette |
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[May. 10th, 2009|01:04 am] |
i've got more work than i have time to do (sound familiar) stuff due next week, and the week after that, and i don't know how i'm going to get it all done. I'm stressed out and crazy and worried.
but i'm also pretty happy. for the moment anyway.
-jeanette |
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[May. 5th, 2009|05:00 am] |
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| | Death Cab For Cutie- I will Possess your heart | ] | So it's 5:00am.
Monday I worked on homework all night and only got an hour of sleep. So yesterday after class I came home and I went to bed at 4:00pm. My plan was in genius i thought- i'll sleep till 1:00am, then get up and do homework. But unfortunately i didn't sleep very well. I got up around 2:30 because at around 11:00pmish i finally started sleeping better. I can't believe it's already 5:00 ... i have no idea how so much time went by .... I have about four hours till class, so that's time to do some work. I just have no idea how I've been up 2 1/2 hours and still haven't done anything that doesn't seem right ... i ate dinner/breakfast and watched 2 episodes of it's always sunny, which only took an hour, so what did i do for that other one and a half? I'm actually really baffled.
It's Ryan's birthday today. He invited some people over, but we don't know if anyone will come or not. Stephanie will probably come for about an hour because she has a lot of home (just like meee) Cinnamon said he might stop by, but he's been sick who knows. I hope Aaron will come, but he's doing a presentation for work tomorrow that he needs to be prepared for, so he's not sure. He said he had an "announcement" i don't know what that means though ...
OK ENOUGH I GATTA GET TA WORK!
-Jeanette
EDIT: two hours later ... not much progress. i don't know what's wrong with me
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[May. 4th, 2009|04:11 am] |
WHEW!! So at around 10:30 (yesterday) Sunday evening, Ryan started a small fire on our stove top. What happened was, he wanted to cook dinner, but there was grease on the pan, so he wanted to heat up the grease so he could pour it into our Campbell soup grease disposal can. So he turned the burner on- and then decided to do the dishes. I was sitting on the table doing my homework not paying attention. The room started filling up with smoke, and the fire alarm went off, so I turned around to look and ryan had turned on the overhead ovan fan, and was fanning the smoke. This is sort of normal in our apartment- except that it usually happens whenever mary cooks. Then i look down at the burner and i say "Hey Ryan, it's on FIRE" and so then he realized it was on fire, flames were below the pan and then were starting to rise up to the pan. So Ryan started trying to fan the flames with a towel instead of fanning the smoke. It looked to me like the towel would probably catch on fire, so i started filling a tupperware bowl with water and then i threw the water on the stove- for an INSTANT the flames got BIGGER and then they were gone. lol. So i saved the day-
after the stove cooled off, ryan took the burner off to inspect and see if we could figure out why the fire started, and there was a lot of grease under there- so it was a grease fire- according to the internet water makes grease fires spread- So we were pretty lucky i didn't kill us all!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAAA!!!
I was thinking- we should probably get a fire extinguisher- but according to the internet that spreads grease fires as well. It says you should put a lid on your pot, and then sprinkle baking soda on the flames haha, i'm sure if it happens again i will completely forget that.
now more homework goodnight
-jeanette
quotes from the internet "NEVER pour WATER on GREASE fire. If you do so, the hot grease will spatter everywhere, it could burn you badly, and other objects in the kitchen that caught the grease may also start a fire (i.e. wallpaper, vinyl flooring, cupboards/cabinets, carpet). Leave the burning pan on the stove." http://www.ehow.com/how_4607911_extinguish-small-kitchen-fires.html?ref=fuel&utm_source=yahoo&utm_medium=ssp&utm_campaign=yssp_art
"Using a fire extinguisher or water on a grease fire could cause the hot oil to splatter and spread the fire. " http://www.thehartford.com/firesense/causes_prev/cooking.htm
"Don't try to put out grease or electrical fires with water - this will only make them worse! Adding water to a grease fire can make it spread. Adding water to an electrical fire can cause electrocution. One of the simplest and cheapest extinguishers of a grease fire is baking soda. Keep a box next to your stove to throw on stove top fires." http://www.mtstcil.org/skills/fire-1.html |
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[May. 1st, 2009|05:47 pm] |
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-jeanette
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[Apr. 28th, 2009|01:29 pm] |
So I've been watching the FX Show "It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia" lately, and i just watched two episode with my lunch "Dennis and Dee go on Welfare" and "Mac bangs Dennis' mom" and those episodes were SOOO FUNNY!! It's insane how much mac reminds me aaron though. It feels like it's an insult because Mac is such a dick ... but they really look a like and have similar mannerisms. I felt really sorry for him in the second episode too haha. My favorite character is Charlie, i felt REALLY sorry for him at the end of the second episode- he cried!
-jeanette |
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| HERE COMES THE SUN DO-DO-DO-DO! |
[Apr. 27th, 2009|05:09 pm] |
So Wednesday I had an appointment with my teacher John Clapp. I wanted to be honest with him, so I told him about the Yosemite trip, and how i would really like to go- how i've never been there before- and that i've never even been real camping before. But if he thinks it's more important for my to stay home and work on my reversal project, then that's what i'll do. And he told me to go camping.
He was SO NICE about it. he said he would give me another week for the project, and that i should enjoy myself and not worry. I was so relieved, i wanted to cry, but i didn't. That night Aaron came over for a little while and watched me work on my homework and helped me out a little bit by having an outside perspective so that was nice.
So of course to make things more difficult, ryan went home early thursday while i was in class. So Andrew did me a HUGE FAVOR and drove all the way from vacaville to San Jose to pick me up. We got some Quickly and then drove back together and we had a nice talk about confidence and how his relationship with victoria started, and about self loathing, and all sorts of things like that.
So we get to vacaville and i spent the night in aarons room downstairs because he was in san jose (at the apartment complex i live in actually, staying with a friend that lives on the fourth floor haha). ( The Trip )
to be continued.
-Jeanette |
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| whatever dude |
[Apr. 23rd, 2009|07:11 pm] |
Two recruiters from Nickelodeon did a presentation today, and one of the first things they did was ask what peoples favorite nick toons were. The very second thing that somebody shouted out was "FLAPJACK" All i could do was roll my eyes- what a fucking idiot haha. One of the reps was like "Flapjack is cartoon network" and everyone in the room went "ohhhhhhhhhhh!" hahaha i'm so glad she got called out, what a moron. I mean REALLY if cartoons aren't your thing, and you watch them casually- then it's perfectly fine for you to confuse a nickelodeon cartoon from a cartoonnetwork cartoon- but if it's your MAJOR and what you want to do for a LIVING and there are representatives from a network presenting- you DAMN WELL better not confuse the network of your supposedly "favorite" cartoon. really? okay maybe i'm just being a bitch, but hey- i kinda am a bitch so fuck it.
-jeanette |
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